Shades of Grey

I am in so much pain-mentally and emotionally.

Sometimes losing someone doesn’t actually mean they’re gone. Just gone from your life.

I miss my family.

Right now I feel so alone.

My brother had to go away for some time…probably still 4 more years before I can truly see him. But not being able to visit at all during this pandemic has made it that much harder. It’s been 9 months since I’ve been able to see him at all.

And my parents, well they some some very hurtful things about my husband. So we haven’t really seen them in a couple months.

It’s so hard because we were so close. And now the only family I have is my husband and daughter, and his side of the family.

I’m such a family-oriented person. This is a very hard season for me.

Aug 3

Loss

"All these questions without any answers; They drive you nuts."

- Dr. Nicole Herman, Grey’s Anatomy. (via arwaherself)

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Oct 29

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here

(via hplyrikz)

I feel so alone.
Wishing it would stop,
Nowhere to go,
I just go back home.

Love ran away,
Hid somewhere fast,
So far I can’t perceive it,
Can’t find my way back.

It seems so dark
All around me.
Fear surrounds me.
I close my eyes.

Darkness within me,
Still so empty,
Don’t know where I went.

Can’t find my way back home;
I feel so alone.

Oct 29

10/29

"I’ve survived a lot of things, and I’ll probably survive this."

- I repost this every time it comes up on my dash. Because I need this reminder several times a day. (via amandaq62)

(via thejewelyouare)

Dec 8

Nov 11

mageof2spooky:

ambitiousbard:
kaji04:
priestess-of-butts:
smooligans:
internal struggle
I am a shadow, the true self.
I am thou, thou art I.
There was never a snake in your boot…you just wanted something interesting to talk about. You’re so positively bored with your life. The truth is…you hate being Andy’s toy….
No… stop saying that… You’re not me!

(via basedpotatochip)

Nov 11

(via teenagerposts)

This week was looking so promising

Nov 11

*Receives photo through email*

Me: That picture was blurry.

Her: I’ll text you the picture.

*Receives photo through messaging*

Me: That picture was blurry.

Her: But wasn’t it blurry when I emailed it to you??

Nov 1

Nov 1

(via worshipgifs)

monochromaticblack:

men are not “helping out” when they take care of their children… they’re taking care of their children.

(via yellew)

Nov 1

ask-pigpeter:

mathemagicalmlp:
disneyforprincesses:
Disney Ladies + Science (& “Science”). Thanks to our followers for ideas.
Yes, textile engineer. That’s not a fashion designer in any way.
You’ve obviously not watched the movie. She invented those fabrics to resist flame, turn invisible, resist high amounts of friction, and stretch infinite times, and avoid tear from bombs
she did a tad more than “design” them

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